Usagi Tsuki ([info]mseverchanging) wrote,
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In Which There is Alot of Contemplation on my Behalf... Part One

I realize that this is several months to late, and probably extremely fishy with a drama article to soon come out on The Sailor Moon Pocky Box about me. But that doesn't really matter. I've been honestly considering this entry for about a month and a half, what with 2006 being around the corner and my new motto for the year being "Drama free in 2006" I decided that I couldn't be true to that if I had baggage from all the fights and junk that's gone on in the past several months. So now it's time for me to give my piece.
 
This entry is public, and I'm not screening comments. I don't care if you yell at me, scream, want to punch me in the face. It doesn't matter, I'm baring my soul to all of you as of right now... Take it as just that.
 
I would first like to start with userinfoavian_firefly:
 
You are right on more things then one. Since we fought about Lori, being better looking and all that junk, I've decreasingly saw myself as an even uglier person. If that's even possible. I was really hurt when you said the things you did about Linden's Marching Band/Color Guard, and Winter Guard. Because we're one of the best in the state. I know it "doesn't say much for anything" But it's still a sport, it still takes knowing of dance (both Jazz, Ballet, and pop).  I guess what I'm trying to say is, I shouldn't try to "show off" to people. Besides, we've all learned that I'm not exactly the best person, now haven't we?
 
[info]demonstorm: Brandie Brandie Brandie... </span>
What in gods name can I even begin to say to you to make the things I've said and done in the past even look shy
in comparison to Hitler and what he did to the Jewish community? I'm a horrible person, I was horrible to you...
And during that time way back in the day when I had approached you, Ambi and Kelly about Kerri and them not
believing in you... I had agreed with them. But I went behind their backs and I told you all... And then I lied to you
about me believing about it. I know that sounds horrible but after recently talking  to Kerri... I kind of was slapped
in the face a little bit. Not because I didn't want it. But because I needed it. Kerri gave me exactly what I needed
 to make myself realize what was going on. To make me shape up. I'm still kind of wondering if it's even possible for me to become a real functioning human being...
You know, the kind that has a heart, and actually takes time to think about her actions before doing anything?
 
Note to Gwen:
Gwen, Hey sweetie. I'm really sorry about all the bad stuff that I've caused you to go through.
What with the cosplay group, and your Oka-san getting kicked out. I bet Amber had wished she'd kept you guys
instead of me. It would have been much more convenient for her considering you and your mama are a lot closer
to Amber then I am. And the way my oka-san is. I'm going to have to bite the bullet just to get my stuff together
for my costumes as well. But I hear your mama's making you costumes so that being said I want you to go
and have as much fun as possible at conventions alright? Love you chickie.
 
[info]djranmas: I don't even know where to start with you... I think that's because I can only remember you and me</span>picking at each other because I said that you'd only wanted to be famous. But those weren't my words... Thosewere the words of Sat, or you might know her better as Mimette from TSMPB. Either way, I said it, and I'mtaking full credit for it right now. I'm extremely sorry I said such hurtful things to you in the past. Sometimes whenpeople say certain things to me, there's a bit of a trigger point... And when that get's set off... Well you saw what happened... Didn't you. Either way you look at it.. You and I were both wrong to sit and nit-pick-bitch at eachother. I think that's all I have to say in this case... If you feel I owe you more, please feel free to express your concerns :)

[info]endymion: Alright, so I was a total bitch. I do admit. I don't exactly remember what it was that I did to you,</span>but I assure you and myself that it was probably ten times worse then anyone else could have done... And I don'teven KNOW you all that well. How depressing is that? I do remember using your name several times and gettingyelled at by Luna-chan... But that's because I was pissed at the world and when I get going.. And I'm really goodand steamed up it's almost like a volcano, and even I get afraid of myself. I don't do anything physical... I'm moreof the mentally abusive type. And usually... Typically it's more towards myself then anyone else. But I did say a lotof mean shit about you and I do take it back. I have no right to judge you or the choices you make.It's a free world right? :)

[info]haruka_kou: I don't exactly remember why your on my list but I'm sure as I ramble on I'll figure it out. It's</span>been what, 5 months since I sent you a comment in your journal asking to be added as a friend? And then theminute I found out you were friends with Lori again, I totally just dropped you off  my friends list. I guess that'swhat I'm apologizing for. I shouldn't have made that move just because you were going to be friends with Lori again. Dude, that's your choice and I hope to god you stick to it. I think your a really great person from what I gathered in your journal and I honestly think that you deserve great people as friends. I know Lori hasn't alwaysbeen the best in the past, but that was a chance thing and I'm sorry for bringing it up now, but I think what I'mtrying to say is that she's a great person. And obviously you found that in her and I'm happy for both you and her.:)

[info]kayla_kagome: I don't exactly remember what I had done to you during the time that everyone was fighting.</span>Maybe I threw some mean things at you as well, while I was throwing everyone else around. I tend to getinnocent bystanders caught up in the dust of arguments between me and other people. Anyways. I'm sorry forwhatever it was that I did to upset you and I hope we can put it past us. :)

[info]killmeneko:</span> Okay so basically I was a really big bitch to you when all you were trying to do was figure out what the hell was going on. I apologize for that. I didn't have a right to snap at you. I also recall you having some part in the whole "Oh my god what a stupid bitch.. Bitching about an ICON that RAVE made" Yeah I know.. It was stupid but you know... That image was extremely special to me. And I was extremely upset when it took my friend longer then planned to put it in the layout for me. I'm not exactly a guru at it. @_@ Anyways :)

[info]koneko_twilight: Dearest Krystle, we've always had different views on the past.. Haven't we? And I think that because of that And because of the people we are... We just didn't have the chance to really get to know eachother... You were to busy being friends with everyone but me. I was just the rat wasn't I. I mean that's what you all liked to call me "Chuu" the mouse senshi of the Galactic Senshi Team. I admitted to Kerri that I was extremely jealous, I wanted nothing more then to be you... With all your great friends, and all the happy memories you had with them. But in the end, I guess all that happened was I ended up being worse off then I was before.. Serves me right... right?

[info]makochan: I'm not exactly sure what I did other then throw some mean words at you. I think that was about it.</span>So I'm really sorry about that and stuff... O_o

[info]michiru_kou: First I'd like to start off by wishing you a happy birthday (wether it be late or not. O_o).</span>I basically said everything to Haruka that I was meaning to say to you as well I was going to go back up and addyour name and just save some space but :) Your just as special as everyone else on the list so you get your ownlittle spot :) Anyways... Read the comments to Haruka they were meant for you as well. :) I hope that doesn'tsound mean ;_;

[info]mina_channies: Yeah I totally went after one of your really good friends a number of times... AND in your</span>community as well. Don't I feel like an ass... I'm sorry If I've caused any trouble for you!

[info]neoqueenserena: So I left you a comment the other day in your journal on the post about how you wanted to</span>be the bigger person about the icon thing. That was back in September I know I know... But still, I had to saysomething. It was baggage and right now to make me feel better about myself, this is just something I have to do.I'm sure you've had a point in your life where you felt like you just needed to stop and explain yourself tosomeone.. ne? If not, then I'm sorry. I must tell you, I find that the greatest lessons in life are learned by makingmistakes and apologizing properly for them. Which is what I'm attempting to do right now :) Thank you for hearing me out I'm sorry I got in your face about the icon... I already explained why. :)Go look it up chickie.

[info]niphrodel: Okay, so I guess I was to fast to jump on the Amanda band wagon. But god damnit.. </span>It really wasn't all that hard when you started getting in my face about my paying for the head piece for Kakyuu. I had left an entry in my journal asking both you and Soni how I was suppose to pay for stuff... And then, suddenly I get yelled at... So you can see why I got so pissed off.. I waited and waited... I even wondered ifeither you or Soni were still making the costume or head piece. Finally I got tired of waiting and I met someoneelse and decided that after looking at some Sailor Moon cosplay that I wanted to cosplay as her instead. I couldn't wait anymore, I needed to decide if I was going up or down. I'm sorry for any inconvenience this mighthave caused you.

[info]s0nified: Your turn already huh? I'm still not exactly sure of what to say to you Soni. I guess we got off on the</span>wrong foot at the end.. But the ride getting there was somewhat fun. :) I was even making plans to debut theKakyuu costume with you. You know, you make it, you get credit for it, and you get to be there for all the gloryof having yet another beautiful costume notched into your belt. You know, your very special. I use to have anattitude like you, the whole "Mess with my friends I'll mess you up" thing? Don't loose it alright? It's a very specialquality to have and I think it's quite admirable.

[info]sailormoon: Jesus Christ I could say sorry up and down to you, and I don't think you'd accept it. Not because</span>I think your a bad person.. But because I don't really deserve it. I've been nothing short of a bitch to you for thewhole time I've "known" you. And that's the problem, I don't know you. I think it was a biased oppion  that I hadgotten from people about you. I guess it happens though...Right? I'm sorry for judging you from something that I heard, rather then finding out facts. I bet you really hate it when people do that to you... I know I do.

[info]sat :I have a card with 10 dollars in it for all the trouble I caused. If you want it, I'll be more then happy to send it. I know it probably looks to you like I'm trying to back peddle but I'm true in my words that I just want to get all of this off my chest for the new year. If you want this money your welcome to it. I did some really horrible stuff to you and I'm willing and ready  to pay the price. I know 10 dollars won't even begin to cover the crap I've done to you. But it's a start.

[info]seiya :Yeah so that was a total bust... I'm sorry things ended the way they did... With me being to horrible towards Lori and all. Hopefully you can forgive me sooner or later. I dunno... It seems kind of hard at first ya know? Trying to explain why you are the way you are to someone, and not having them understand? I always thought that I could somewhat relate to you because you had all that trouble with your personal wishes. I hope that things go well for you in the future!

[info]sailor_phobos :Well, it's your turn now Rave, and I'm still not exactly sure what to say to you. Or even where to begin.. Other then I hope this doesn't get me a nice holding cell somewhere in a federal funded prison :P I tease I tease! Anyways, back on track here.. You friendship meant, and will continue to mean the world to me, even if you continue to hate me after this post. You were a very important person to me in the process of getting all the "BAD" out of my system with Krystle and people. I'm sorry that my insanity drove you to delete your journal, and I'm hoping you'll consider un-deleting it. :) There's a lot of people (from what I hear) that miss your entries.

[info]luna_tsukou : Just as promised, here's your piece of the pie. :) I've already apologized to you over AIM but it</span>never hurts to do it here as well. I have done some pretty hurtful things to you as well as everyone else and even ONE converstation and a round of "Who can beat *incert name here* up the best" surely won't account foreverything. :) It means alot to me that your on talking terms with me now. You have no idea.

 

Part two will be up tomorrow. I can't sit up anymore.


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[info]_blue_rhapsody_
2005-12-14 03:28 am UTC (link)
I think it's really admirable that you did this. It's a huge step to a better you! ^_^ I'm proud of you Usagi-chan.. I hope that people will forgive and forget...

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 03:20 pm UTC (link)
Thank you Mako-chan :) Hopefully tonight I can catch all of my RPG stuff up so we can continue. I'm sorry I'm taking so long it's just that I've been working on this thing and getting auditions ready for the Myu... @_@ Plus putting in paper work to transfer to a different school @_@

But I must say, your vote of confidence is really making me feel good about myself :)

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[info]killmeneko
2005-12-14 03:36 am UTC (link)
I honestly don't even know the whole 'icon drama' story, I just, again, was trying to figure out what was going on, is all.
I make sarcastic comments too ^^
but I don't hate people that easily =D

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 03:19 pm UTC (link)
That's good to know. :) Now I don't expect you to be like "friends" with me. But I just need to get that off my chest. @_@ And that's what's important right now. :) So thank you for taking the time to read it that's all that matters to me right now.

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[info]avian_firefly
2005-12-14 04:08 pm UTC (link)
first of all, sorry for saying things about your appearance, that was extremely mean of me and I was being very petty.
However, you need to seriously find theline between childish games and reality. Here's the problems I had with you in the beginning. Before I even knew you I heard you were in volved with a group cliaming to be the real 'chose your senshi here'. I know you believe in past lives. This is all well and good, who am I to claim there is not any reincarnation. But I know you aren't a reincarnation of a fictional cartoon character. Nor several fictional character for that matter.
My second problem with you came from your cosplay claims. I HATE it when people say their "cosplaying" just because they put their hair in odango. Then your winry was just the hair again. And a picture form a school dance is not cosplaying Cinderella. IBecause to me, cosplay need to have referances to be cosplay. Assembling normal clothes is fin, if it looks like something they've actually worn. There's plenty of normal Usagi outfits out there, but no one ever bothers to do them. They just put on their own clothes with odango. To me that's not cosplaying a chracter it's that person doing their hair differently. I was impressed when you finally wanted to do a costume and commissined Sat to do it for you but then you screwed her over after screwing Luna and Rave in various ways.
Lastly, just the fact you were screwing over my friends left and right was pissing me off. When you brought [info]endymion into it, I couldn't hold it back any more. That's when I started joining the attacks against your "cosplay" and you being the "real sailor whatever" as you HAD claimed to be. He is my bestfriend. I live right next to him. He's an extention of my own family. Most the other people you were attacking and screwing over I only knew online. So though I consider them friends I don't invest a lot in them, so I don't get involved. But then you attacked him, with out even knowing him, without him doing anything to you. He barely knew who you were. Besides someone who hate his ex and yet seemed to want to be her by you actions. SO that's when I couldn't hold back these petty things anymore.
and all this while you were piling up the bad traits of the person you clim to hate the most. Cliams to be a character, odagos equals cosplay, ling to cover up your lies, screwing over everyone close to you. I love that so many people say the hate a certain someone then exemplify all that persons negative attributes. However, when you lack the charisma, people see right through your lies. You don't have a mob mentality working for you.
I guess all I'm trying to say is I'm sorry for getting worked up about petty things. I'm sorry for insulting you. But I'm not sorry for defending my friends. I think you have a lot you need to work on. If you want to be accepted into the pretty tight knit community of us moonie cosplayers, start with a real cosplay. Don't cliam your hair in buns is Usagi. At least look at many different referances for a casual usagi and try to get your own clothes to look like something she really does wear. I'm not against using real clothes. My Hotaru house outfit is real clothes, i din't sew anything, but it looks like hers, b/c I used a referance and thought it out. Even thoguh I didn't sew I took time to find jus the right things to make it look as good as I could get it. I researched pictures of her and different clothing types. I didn't throw on a black top and say "I'm hota-chan!" and DON'T claim to be her reincarnation or any reincarnation other than yourself. Unless we're also people who think we're a cartoon character, we aren't going to go along with that for any amount of time. It's agreat way to get people to talk about you behind your back.
Okay I think this is already too long, and that's all I cn think of for now.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 10:14 pm UTC (link)
Yeah we all know I fucked up. It's about the best thing I can do lately expecially under stress. I know that's like saying "oh my god... I need a reason to write off the shit I've done in the past!" But seriously.. I'm like... Ready to pull out my fucking hair here. Quickly followed by a few head to the walls, and then some few hundred head desks.

I know what I said and did wasn't exactly nice... Or called for and I said I was sorry. I'm just hoping at some point we can just forget what the hell happened and just move along with things. ~_~' I'm really serious about this whole thing. I know some people don't seem to think it. But I'm trying to get all this junk off my chest and people continue to pile it back on.

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-14 05:14 pm UTC (link)
You know I initially wasn't going to say anything, but I have to.

The fact that you tried to claim that the Paypal dispute was justified made me sick. The fact that you let your mother HARRASS me makes me even more sick, but when I think about it, you used me more than most people know. I am going to spell it out here.

Kirby, you called me I can't count how many times. Quite a few times were because of your "mother". Yet, when it all came down to it, I realize now that you ENJOY being her ragdoll and puppet. If you didn't, you would have never chosen this name for your journal.

For those that don't know, this name is based upon her mother's aol screenname of Mseverchanging50 For somebody that is so fed up with their mother, I don't forsee them taking that name unless they either LIKE the "treatment" or they are just lying to people to make it seem worse. You know that that is called? Its called "munchausen's". It is people who make up problems with themselves or in their lives to make it seem like they are sick. Your excuse is your mother and as such you blame all your "drama" on your mental illness. Hell I even fed into this! I truly believed you are mentally ill, but now I see that it is all behavior that I have dealt with before and it is part of the drama that I write about on my site all the time.

Go check yourself into the hospital and get some real help. Your "mother" isn't giving it to you. Flat out, the fact that you guys tried to get a refund from me through Paypal AFTER I sent out your stuff and then denied dropping the suit even though YOU SIGNED FOR THE PACKAGE shows that both of you are truly fucked up. You need help. Please go get it.

And point of advice. Most of the people on pockybox aren't my "minions". I don't send them in to do anything. There is a difference between minions and lackies. Minions are like soldiers that you order around. Lackies on the other hand do it of their own volition. That is what JPG is. She is a proud lackie of mine and the pocky box. You knew this before the blow up, and then you accused ME of sending her in to harrass you. I will admit, she sent me logs afterward and I laughed my ass off at them, and they WILL be going up in the article. Your best bet is to leave the pockybox. Everybody there talks about you behind your back and there are multiple threads in the admin forum laughing at you.

And as for your "offer of money". Sorry sweetie, I don't take bribes and my business has only gotten better since you screwed me over.

And since you "banned" me from posting in your journal, this has to be anon, so I will leave my signature because I am not a coward and I have NOTHING to hide.

-Sat

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 08:00 pm UTC (link)
That's the thing with you... You always wanted to think that I was like a mini you... Like just because my mom "did bad things to you" that my mom was doing them to me because she wouldn't let me meet you and Brandie in public at first. "Oh Kirby kirby! That's mental abuse! She's abusing you abusing you I say!"

And as for the journal name, I thought it was pretty catchy. You know... Seeing as though I'm constantly changing my screen name, personality, and other such things?

The offer of the money was not a bribe I could give 5 shits less if you write that artical. Don't you get it or do I need to say it again?

I don't give five shits what people think about me. At all.

The money was suppose to be a gift.

As for all the pay pal stuff. Keep me out of it. I had nothing to do with it. My mom, has a very strong personanily and will and she'll do whatever the hell she wants to. Even if that means putting a suit on your head. So don't ever judge my family again. Understood?

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-14 09:15 pm UTC (link)
That's funny considering I have the goddamn screenshots where you tried to justify the goddamn paypal case!

And flat out, I can judge whoever the hell I want. You don't own me. Way to go on lying to the people on your journal that you are "apologizing" to considering you screened comments AFTER you said you weren't going to.

-Sat

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 10:05 pm UTC (link)
No. I don't remember such. *shrugs* I guess shit happens though ne? And I'm about as calm as can be right now so you and JPG need to back off on the whole hypocrite thing. Because I'm not screening your comments, just to screen them. If you haven't noticed... Everyone who can post as logged in members posts go up, UNSCREENED.

And I'm not trying to pick a fight with either of you. I have more important shit to do like get all the FASFA paper work together to take to Mott so I can start up. They only hold your classes for 2-ish weeks you know...

Oh wait... You don't... Imagin that.

By the way, I'm not trying to buy you off. If I wanted to do that I'd send you the whole of my check from last week. But... Since I'm not into "buying people off" yeah... Congradulations.

Stop trying to pick a fight.

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-14 06:00 pm UTC (link)
What in gods name can I even begin to say to you to make the things I've said and done in the past even look shy
in comparison to Hitler and what he did to the Jewish community?
Ohh..Godwin's law! Good one there, tough girl! You just negated your entire apology. This whole post is null & void.

And don't I get an apology? for being insulted? Being called a son of a bitch? Being called a minion? God forbid I have a mind of my own, because Jeebus knows Sat doesn't own the wind up key to my back and twists it at her own volition.

[info]djranmas: I don't even know where to start with you... I think that's because I can only remember you and me</span>picking at each other because I said that you'd only wanted to be famous. But those weren't my words... Thosewere the words of Sat, or you might know her better as Mimette from TSMPB. Either way, I said it, and I'mtaking full credit for it right now. I'm extremely sorry I said such hurtful things to you in the past. Sometimes whenpeople say certain things to me, there's a bit of a trigger point... And when that get's set off... Well you saw what happened... Didn't you. Either way you look at it.. You and I were both wrong to sit and nit-pick-bitch at eachother. I think that's all I have to say in this case... If you feel I owe you more, please feel free to express your concerns :)

Whoa! Shift the blame on Sat eh? Call her out? Way to own up and apologize. What the FUCK is this shit? If Sat said it, then fine, she said it, but no kerfuffle came from-...You know what? I've deleted and wrote a comment to this little nugget three times now, and I STILL don't know what to say about it. It was just stupid. You don't blame someone for something, then try to apologize to the scapegoat. What the bloody ass reaming zippertwatted FUCK?!

You're a coward, an idiot and this post isn't going to fix jack shit over at SMPB's end.

-SailorFUCKIN'.JPG (http://livejournal.com/~sailorjpg)

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 08:02 pm UTC (link)
See above comment for anything I'd have to say to you.

P.S. You brought all that stuff that was said to you on yourself. ^_^ Ja meta ne!

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-14 08:54 pm UTC (link)
That's not an answer.
This entry is public, and I'm not screening comments.
Yes you are.

I don't care if you yell at me, scream, want to punch me in the face. It doesn't matter, I'm baring my soul to all of you as of right now... Take it as just that.
Ok, we're biting back, and you're snipping right back at us. You say it doesn't matter, then you go and continue to pissbitch at us. Hypocrite.

That's the thing with you... You always wanted to think that I was like a mini you...
I don't give five shits what people think about me. At all.
Then why bother with the apology? Just put everything behind you.

So don't ever judge my family again. Understood?

You're in no possition to make requests. You said we could 'slap you in the face', 'yell at you'...we are, YOU brought this on YOURself!

-Sailor.JPG

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 10:16 pm UTC (link)
You know... The final claim that my mom made on Sat was a very simple one. It was through the state. and it was for harrasment. ^_^

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-14 11:36 pm UTC (link)
Kirby, you see that isn't possible, because of the fact that that would imply that I have harrassed you. I tried to leave you alone, and you sent your mother after me on aim. I tried to end this all and you filed a paypal dispute on me. Now you are going to claim that I harrassed you.

Kirby, this post, you not only brought up MY ONLINE HANDLE, but on top of it, you claimed that anybody here could "slap you in the face" or whatever. Sweetie, that doesn't count as harrassment. I should know, I worked for a goddamn lawyer and learned a lot about people trying to file "harrassment" suits. It doesn't fly in court.... at all. You might want to rethink that action. I have merely answered you at every turn when you have answered me. Harrassment is when somebody does NOT bother you and you keep pestering them. You gave an open invitation for people to comment, and as such, that doesn't constitute harrassment. So please, file claims with the state. It will give me a reason to get dressed up in a nice suit and come into court with a million screencaptures of the harassment that I have gotten from your mother. Maybe a nice countersuit as well.

However I am above that. If you want to file a suit, have fun. My evidence is all in this post and that is all that I need as well as the logs that I kept from you AND your mother. If anybody was harrassed, it was me. I tried to sever ties and you two kept it going by first messaging me on other names, emailing me, and then filing a fraudulent paypal suit. Now you are going to claim harrassment.... do you NOT see something wrong with this?

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 11:42 pm UTC (link)
Okay, let's get one thing straight. When my mom IMed you, I was in the bath RELAXING. I didn't even KNOW she was IMing you or GOING to IM you. So on that note, step off.

I went as far as to shut down my computer to keep her off and out of finding your screen name because I had mentioned to her that she got what she wanted. I wouldn't be cosplaying with you.

While we're at it... Why is it that you and your pocky staff have to hide behind a PRIVET Staff board? is it because your too afraid to say stuff infront of me in fear that I'll get upset? Or is it because you just don't have the guts to?

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-14 11:58 pm UTC (link)
Uhm, that thread isn't JUST about you. We also discuss things that are going to happen with the site, or plans for things that we plan to launch. It isn't just discussion about people. However we are a close knit bunch and as such talk behind closed doors and it is mostly about the site or goings on with the site.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-15 12:00 am UTC (link)
I didn't say it wasn't. But it's petty to talk behind someones back. :)

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(Anonymous)
2005-12-15 12:04 am UTC (link)
The same could be said about your actions. Also, I would appreciate if you got your story straight to DJRanmas. The only person that I ever said about "wanting to be famous" was Lori. I don't even KNOW the person that you have claimed I said that about. I don't know where the hell you got that one. However I think I have a log around here somewhere should you need it for proof.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-15 12:08 am UTC (link)
Oh my god 'Ber! Oh my god! You are such a freaking liar! And your lucky as hell I don't freaking screen converstations.

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[info]shinji_chaos
2005-12-15 12:03 am UTC (link)
In case you hadn't noticed, Kirby, it is standard practice at most forums to have a private forum for the staff to discuss issues to do with the board itself, as well as any members who are stirring up shit. Like you have done and continue to do. How else do you explain your posts at SMPB? Your posts here, for that matter? Your posts all over other peoples' LJs when they dared cross you?

I would seriously like to know where this supposed harassment is coming from. From all I can see, you're the one doing the harassment, continuing to contact her, posting on a forum she owns, and pulling stuff like this. What stuff you ask? Posting Sat's LJ name and encouraging someone to take something up with her on her own space? That's actually against LJ's ToS, in case you hadn't noticed.

I suggest you look up the LEGAL meaning of the word harassment, and then talk to a lawyer before trying this on. You want a legal opinion? I'll give it to you. I knew this legal background would come in handy someday. You haven't got a leg to stand on, so don't bother. It's a waste of money you don't have, and time, that you seem to have far too much of.

You've tried it with PayPal. That didn't work. And no, I'm sorry, I don't buy your little story of not knowing about it. I've seen your very own words that prove you're in the middle of it.

And while we're at it, I'll be the grammar nazi Viluy that I am at SMPB, shall I? LEARN TO SPELL (or use the handy-dandy little check button that says 'check spelling and preview'). It'll come in handy, honestly....I don't need to subject my eyes to this horrible travesty called your spelling. They're bad enough as it is...

And as JPG pointed out, your very own words stated that you would take whatever came, from whomever dished it. Screening posts (from anon or otherwise) is not 'taking it'. You asked for what you got and continue to ask for it by acting childish. You want it over with? Don't reply.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-15 12:10 am UTC (link)
P.S. I know how to run a forum I run my own with someone else. And I've ran many of them. If you think we sit there and talk about other members behind their backs well then... Heh.

And honestly, I didn't know about any of the Paypal stuff until after it was done. So Please, feel sure NOT to look at me, and point fingers.

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[info]djranmas
2005-12-14 10:17 pm UTC (link)
Your apology will not be accepted until everyone that you offended/insulted has been apologized to and they say that they accept your sincere apology. As for this famous line... I don't need a second rate Saturn popping in and saying that I only wanted to be famous. As usual, people are starting more unneeded drama. I do not know this person that you mentioned and I want an apology from her on these false accusations!

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 10:21 pm UTC (link)
don't worry :) I still have a whole list of like 20 more people to apologize to. But at the moment I'm feeling dis-spirited. It isn't your fault. But it's just because of the stuff that happened up that *points up* I totally understand why you said what you said and respect it. :) I did ask for imput didn't I?

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[info]djranmas
2005-12-14 10:34 pm UTC (link)
I do not appreciate the double talk, nor the ask kissing. I rather you be straightforward. I want to know about this Saturn/Mimette person that I 'supposedly' know.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 10:48 pm UTC (link)
Her LJ name Is SAT

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[info]luna_tsukou
2005-12-14 10:28 pm UTC (link)
I am staying out this k?

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-14 10:49 pm UTC (link)
That's totally fine. :)

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[info]_blue_rhapsody_
2005-12-14 10:43 pm UTC (link)
I agree with Luna.. my one question (then I'm disappearing) is why, if you are so against her and won't accept her apology, do you all have to come on here and continue to go off on her?! You don't have to read it... she is sorry.... c'mon, get in the holiday cheer!

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[info]shinji_chaos
2005-12-15 12:11 am UTC (link)
The reason why some won't take her apology is because we feel it means sod-all, ie exactly nothing. She continues to do exactly what she's done in the past, and by her own words and actions on her own LJ, she hasn't changed one bit. Still blaming others for stuff she's had a hand in, and accusing people of saying things that they haven't, as well as stirring up the same old drama. (read djranma's posts?)

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[info]avian_firefly
2005-12-15 04:24 pm UTC (link)
she asked us to reply and we are.
She said she wouldn't screen comments and she is.
She said she's drama free, yet her replys are all full of drama.
Hurry up Kiby, you only have 2 weeks until you need to be drama free!
Personally, I think, she would have been better off staying in the shadows, but that's not how drama queeens work. She missed the attention and had to "apologize". Then everyone would come back to her LJ and make comments and she would get attention. Even negativ attention is some attention. At least that's what it seems to have turned out to be to me. At first i thought she might be serious, so I apologized for my actions as well, but now I see it was just to continue her drama, b/c that's all she's been doing since the "apology"

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-15 04:45 pm UTC (link)
I can't help it if my default setting on LJ is to screen anon comments. I'm sorry if that offends you.

As for Sat... I was kind of hoping she'd have let it go. I didn't mean to "bring up drama" I just wanted to apologize and mean it. But she had to be short and stupid and petty and start spewing her word vomit that she's so famous for.

That. I will not take back.

I wonder if she'd even admit to it. *shrugs*

Anyways, I was being serious, I did mean every word I said, and if your one of the mass that thought I was trying to buy her off, Well I have a hundred dollars to my name sitting in a bowl in the kitchen... Why wouldn't I have used that instead?

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[info]sunrise_kozue
2005-12-16 04:44 pm UTC (link)
XDDDDDD You totally deleted your reply to me, pig fuck.

PIGGY. your name should be piggy TUSKI. walrus.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-15 04:47 pm UTC (link)
P.S. I did take everything she said about my mother to heart because just because her mother abused her, doesn't mean my moms abusing me by keeping me away from people online.

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[info]demonstorm
2005-12-15 01:52 am UTC (link)
Ok I hate the layout. IMHHO it sucks and I cannot read what the hell you said. Though I managed to read though it after I copyed and pasted the words to my word pad... Teh html code needs to be fixed . So unreadable it was annoying as hell.

On to my thoughts.

Anyway, I cannot accept. Sorry you done this too me too many times. Too many. I am tired of it. You do this then you back stab and be a total bitch to me to both my face and my behind my back. Lies, its all lies. Petty falsehoods from a tainted silver tongue.

I am done. It is over.

You can take your harassment and your stalkerish ways and go away. Just go away.

Go on and live with your life and leave me and mine alone.

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[info]mseverchanging
2005-12-15 01:58 am UTC (link)
*raises a brow* Stalker? And tainted? Heh

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[info]_blue_rhapsody_
2005-12-15 05:24 pm UTC (link)
interesting??? o.O

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[info]kohaku_hoshi
2005-12-15 07:52 pm UTC (link)
I used to have a friend just like you. her name was Amanda. she went crying to her mother who called me and threatened me just because I told her off for acting like a child and letting her mother control her. Guess what? that's JUST. LIKE. YOU.

Amanda is still living in her mother's house, at age 20, in her grip, though she always has complained about it, and doesn't at ALL try to better herself to get the fuck out of there. Sound familiar? I had enough of this shit with Amanda and I'm telling you where to shove it with the same act.

Amanda has also faked being pregnant just for the attention, and your posting over your dispute with sat is just for attention too. I've seen this saga from beginning to end though I have not yet said anything, until now, and my disgust and the fact it caused my headache to grow just cinched the deal. I also think your apology is bullshit, if you really were sorry you'd just shut the fuck up and let it die.

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[info]kohaku_hoshi
2005-12-15 08:02 pm UTC (link)
and no I'm not one of Sat's minions/lackies. I just happen to know Sat, and I'm not really a judgemental or mean person, I'm just someone who has seens this behavior before and abhors it. Also, this post contributed to my headache. I don't appreciate it.

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